x3_heartbr0k3n

1 more day !?

2005-10-28T16:55:45Z

Well I thought today was gonna be a pretty good day ...

Well I woke up in a good mood. =] Started cleaning the house for tonight. Then I called my Babeh StacyLynn and talked to her for awhile. Then I was sittin there thinking that my mom didn't call me last night like she said she would so I thought i'd call her. And this was the conversation between us ...

My mom: What!?
Me: What are you doing?
My mom: NOTHING!!!
Me: Why do you gotta say it with an attitude?
My mom: Well what do you think i'm doing when you call me at work?
Me: Idk. Sorry. I was just calling to say hi.
My mom: Well what do you want?
Me: What are you doing today?
My mom: I'm busy.
Me: Okk!?
My mom: I'm taking Austin trick or treating.
Me: On a Friday?
My mom: Yes.
Me: Where at?
My mom: Don't worry about it.
Me:What are you doing tomorrow?
My mom: I'm BUSY!!!!!! >=-O
Me: * HUNG UP *

Pretty bad when your own mom forgot! =[ x 87284973894732
And she has been distint from me, my aunt, and my aunt lately soo it makes me think she's back with her ex! The guy's a loser.

So my day starts crappy --- =[ x 98273489732874 Lets hope it ONLY gets better.

* four * =]

2005-10-25T18:20:30Z

i wanna start this over again.

you make me melt like a popsicle on the 4th of july. <|3

2005-10-23T01:41:38Z

okay soo today was actually a pretty boring day. didn't do much of anything! woke up, took a shower, was gonna work out but got lazy and decided not to. =-| stac n chrissy came n picked me up and we went tanning. after that, i just came home and took a nap. like a 3 1/2 hour nap. pff. no nap should ever be that long! then my mom decided to come over and have me babysit my brother. normally i wouldn't mind, but i didn't do anything last night and it's a saturday night soo yeh, i would like to do something. not much i can do now though.

but speaking of last night. i was suppost to go to the game with andrea, but she decided not to go. soo i just went with my uncle and my cousin. i got to see joe soo it made me really happy. not like i got to talk to him, but just seeing him put a smile on my face! =-D <sigh> and i met up with ashley and hung out with her at the game after my uncle left at half time. yup and i DEF noticed amanda (slsa) starring at me like the WHOLE game. omg that girl gots some problems. i was gonna smile and wave, but thought that might start some problems soo i decided to be nice and just not do anything. oh but next .. there will DEF be some smiling and waving going on. lol gawd, i hate stupid little girls. anyways .. after the game i came home and hung out with my cousin, mark, timmy, sal, juan, andrea, nicole, sara, and courtney. that was alright i guess. then after everyone left i went right to sleep. guess you could say i was really tired.

well. um .. tomorrow i'm going out to dinner with the family to celebrate my birthday! woo HOO. only * 7 * more days!! can't wait. and i'm really really excited for the halloween party, which is also in * 7 * more days! i'm gonna have a good birthday this year. well i hope! =] my day could really just be set on a phone call! ;-] let's hope i get it. well update again later.

xoxo AJ

inOh ss!w !

2005-10-17T17:42:29Z

I haven't updated in awhile soo since i'm sitting here not doing anything, I thought I would.

Well my weekend was alright I guess. Friday (15) Stacy came over and told me that Howard (my / well our hamster) was dead. =[ I was very upset and she said that we could go to the pet store and get another one! So we did. After that we cleaned out the cage so we could put the other one in there and then came to my house and barried Howard. Poor guy! After that we just hung out for a little bit at my house then decided we wanted Thai Food. So we went and got Thai food then went to the Football game, which was pretty fun. After the game she hung out with Jessie and Mandy and I went to Andrea's house and hung out with her, Sarah, and Breanna. We went to Nicolai's house and hung out with a few other people there as well. Then eventually came home and I fell asleep on them! Haha. I was tired. Sorry gurls!!

Saturday (14) I met up with Ashley M., walked to my house, and hung out here for awhile. We got tired of sitting around so we went to Josh's house and then went for a walk to the park. Josh called David and told him to walk up there so we hung out with him too. But then Josh started being a butthead =-\ so me and Ashley made a run for it to my house. Haha. Sorry boys! Then later on that night we went to Alex's house to watch movies with him, AJ, Seth, and a few other people. That was fun! =] Prolly the best part of the day! Then we came home watched a movie here then eventually just fell asleep. P.S - Ashley was my sweetheart for Sweetest Day. ;-]

And Sunday (13), after Ashley left, I kinda just slept my whole day away. I hate when I do that, but I was tired soo I guess it was needed. Soo not much to say about yesterday! And today (12) ... Well I have no idea what i'm doing today. But I need to go finish getting ready. So i'm gonna g do that. Update again later.

*12 ?

* I will be okay *

2005-09-26T02:36:59Z

So i'm just sitting here. Bout to go to bed soon. Thought i'd update real quick.

Well today I sat around the house until about 5:00 when my Gma, Gpa, Aunt denise, and cousins came over for dinner and stuff. We all came together so we could spend time with my Gma and Gpa before they leave for Florida. They're gonna like hibernate there for the winter. Lol. They'll be back next August? I'm gonna miss them soo much! I hope they'll be safe.

Well not much really to say. So i'm off to bed now! Update tomorrow. Goodnight everyone. <33

<|3 °h7q!JJ3L nOh ss!w ! <|3

I hate stupid gurls!!!

2005-09-23T20:36:48Z

By the way ... I updated just for you sarah!
Seeing as you like to read it a lot.
Haha. Just thought i'd let you know! ; )

Well again ...
Hope everyone has a nice night!! =-D
Love you ALL.<33 Mwah.

♥ Love never wanted me ` But I took it anyway.

2005-09-23T20:25:14Z

So, Last night I stayed at Lisa's. =)
I sure did miss her.
We got to have our little "gurl talk" we usually have.
It was nice.
Haven't done that in awhile.
So I kinda missed it!

She helps me get through SO much stuff.
Thanks for making me talk to him.
If I didn't talk to him last night
I wouldn't have realized today ..
That he's not at all what he seems to be!
Thank you Lisa!
I love you sooo much!!<33

Well right now i'm just sitting around waiting for my Babeh StacyLynn to get home. So we can go to the game at 7. Haven't been to the past few games so i'm excited to be going!! =) I'm not really in the greatest mood right now, but hopefully when i'm with Stacy, she'll cheer me up! She's like my cheerer up person! Lol. If that makes sence!? Well i'm gonna go finish getting ready. Update later. Hope everyone has a nice night!!

x3_heartbr0k3n @ 2005-09-09T14:11:00

2005-09-09T18:11:58Z

Haven't really updated in awhile. Just didn't really feel like doing it, but guess i'm up to it now. Everything was going good for awhile, but all of a sudden it seems like EVERYTHING went wrong. I don't know how either. About 3 nights ago I hung out with Ryan and explained to him I didn't wanna be with anyone at this time, but really I just had someone else on my mind. He got kinda mad about it or upset, which ever it was and was gonna take me home, but I couldn't exactly go home bc I told my aunt I was already at Andrea's! He was kinda being a jerk so like 2 blocks away from my house I got out of his car and walked to CVS where I met up with Andrea && Amanda. We went to Michaels house for the night n just hung out. I wasn't in the greatest of moods and decided to drink. Didn't drink much cause after waiting forever, things just got to me and I just felt like sitting around to think about things. Me, Amanda, Michael, and this other kid Mike played some drinking game while Ang watched. It was kinda fun, made me laugh, and got things off my mind for a little while. Eventually me and Andrea went into Mike's room and layed there n fell asleep while we kinda just waited for Amanda to umm sober up!?

Yesterday I was suppost to hang out with Christopher, but that didn't happen so me n StacyLynn hung out instead. We decided to go roller blading. She was scared at first bc she hasn't roller bladed in a long time. She said "what if I fall?" I was like "Well if you fall .. i'll fall .. we'll make it look kool." Aren't I such a good friend? Lol. But yeh I had a lot of fun. Stacy kept complaining about how the skates hurt her foot and that she needed longer socks so we went to Seans house to borrow some. =-P We sat around with him for a little while then decided to go to DQ and get some ice cream. Yum! We LOVE ice cream. Oo and when we got there we got to see Jessie Baker. =) She's so cute. Lol. And I had a few $$ left over so I decided i'd be nice and buy some ice cream for Sean. He's like our ice cream buddy!! We brought that to him and hung out with him for a little longer. Then he made us leave bc he likes to sit around all day and at the last minute go tanning. But he gave us a ride home soo guess I can't complain. Lol.

Umm today i'm not sure exactly what i'm doing. Might hang out with Christopher! Atleast I hope so. I haven't seen the kid in forever. I miss him!!! I kinda wanna go to the game too. But we'll see about that. I'm also suppost to hang out with Andrea today. And later tonight we might be going to Michael's house for a party. Well let's hope so. And I really hope i'll be in a better mood then I was the other night. That wasn't good. =-| I wish my Babeh StacyLynn didn't have to work today so I could be hanging out with her again. But we got another roller blading date tomorrow. So it's all good. =) .....

( * `x I'm just a gurl, standing alone __ In this crazii mixed up world.

2005-08-05T13:05:18Z

*Yawn* ... I woke up around 6:45 and couldn't fall back asleep. It kinda sucks because last night I didn't go to sleep until around 2 something and that means i'm going on only 5 hours of sleep with a LONG day ahead of me. I have so much stuff to get done before tomorrow [ my grad. party. ] I need to clean out the garage, I have to finish my pictures, I have to make my card box, I need to go shopping for more stuff with my aunt ... Ehh` and I have so more to do too. Busy, busy day! So yeh ... I'm excited, but then again i'm not. =-\ A few things have gone wrong already ... lets just hope nothing else does because I don't want my day (completely) ruined. Ya know!? Blah!

So besides that, not every thing is going as good as I would like it to. I had finally got ahold of my dad after "forever" years and was supposed to leave the day after my grad. party, which is the 7th to go visit him. I think he has been avoiding my phone calls. I mean I should have known he would do this to me because he has before. I don't know why I think he would have changed. Guys - They're all the same, in some way or another. Whether you'd like to admit it or not. GAWD!!!!! He just kills me. But ... because i'm the way I am, i'm still gonna call him and try to talk to him. Because i'm not one who wants to go to my grave regretting that I never even tried talking to my dad. Now if he wants to ... then so be it I guess. And a lot of times I just call him to ask him - what I ever did wrong. I mean it must have been something for me to deserve what i'm getting right!? Ehh` who knows. And me `n my aunt were getting along so good for the longest time and for some reason she's being picky with every little damn thing again. So of course we get into our little arguments. They're not as bad as they used to be, it's just the fact that we still have our little fights. I liked it so much better when we got along. Maybe it's just her getting stressed out because of my grad. party. It is a lot of work and money put into it. Lets just hope that's all it is. =) Well, it's time to get to work. I'll update this again ... soon!

x3_heartbr0k3n @ 2005-08-02T20:32:00

2005-08-03T00:45:22Z

So my weekend went GREAT. =-D

Friday*
I was suppost to go to Andrea's house to hang out with her & a few other people. Well she told me she wasn't allowed to have anyone over so I had made plans with Brandis after she got of work. Then Andrea said she was having people over again & wanted me to come over. - The gurl can never make up her mind. Lol - Well I decided that I would go over there & hang out with them for a little then just have Brandis pick from there. Well ... It ended up being just me, andrea, her sister sarah, and justin [ Andrea's cousin & Sarah's boy toy ... Weird. ] But we drank a little, but not too much because I wasn't really in the mood!?. Then around 12 or so, Brandis never called back so I figured I wasn't hanging out with her & I was talking to Mark online & he was going to Mike Logans party so I thought I would go with him. It was pretty fun. Mark had been drinking so Kristy said she would drive me home, I haven't seen that gurl in forever, I missed her. =) So it was around 2 when i went back to Andrea's. Her sister end up having 2 of her other friends over as well. And they were all drunk as hell. It's so funny because her sister Sarah gets so bitchy and agressive when she drinks a lot. Then around 3 or so ... We all went to bed.

Saturday*
I was suppost to hang out with Brandis again too, but I sat around waiting for her all day. Every time I talked to her it kinda seemed like an excuse ... I could be wrong, but if I know Brandis, I'm right. Oh well though! I got to hang out with Gina instead. =-D She came to my house & we both kinda just sat around for both of our Best Friends to call us, but neither of them did. Lol So later on that night, we thought we would go to her house & go swimming n` what not. We didn't leave till late ... I hate walking in the dark. Especially over by my house [ I got creeps over here. Lol ] But anyways ... Before we walked to her house we though we'd stop by Andrea's to see what they were up to & of course, they were drinking again. Haha Stupid Alchys. ;) Jp. We didn't stay very long though, just about 15 maybe 20 minutes. As we were walking to her house, we saw this extremely hott guy. OMGAWD! Right Gina? Lol Then we got a little past the service drive & her dad was driving to find us becuase "It was too late for young ladies like us to be walking alone in the dark" <<--What every parent says. But yeh ... We ordered pizza, went in the sauna [ which was awesome ] and then went swimming for about a half hour. That night we were so out of it, I don't know how many time we woke up in the middle of the night & at the same time. It was really weird!!

Sunday*
Hm ... I woke up, ate breakfast, & went swimming again with Gina. GAWD! I love this gurl. She's so effing funny! We layed out in the sun for the longest time and got our selves a little tan. =) Then we decided to take a walk to my house because we thought it would be nice & we could get some exercise. And we SURE DID!!! It was So0o0o hott outside. I felt so gross. So when we got to my house I took a shower, then we went to the store with my aunt. Fun shit!! Lol When we got home my cousin was outside playing bball with Mark [ What a babe =-P ] and Sal ... So we decided we would go outside and bug them. Haha! They love us so much though, they enjoyed our company. ;) Gina went home not too long after that though. =-\

** See, what a GREAT weekend right? And spent every day with Gi-Sexy. Jealous? Lol Thought so. ;) Well i'll update this again soon.

` x I took a good hard look __ for the last time.

2005-07-14T01:25:19Z

HAVE YOU EVER...
1. Kissed your cousin: Eww no
2. Ran away: Yes
3. Pictured your crush naked: No
4. Skipped school: No =)
5. Broken someone's heart: I hope not .. It' hurts.
6. Been in love: Yes
7. Cried when someone died: Yeh
8. Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: No
9. Broken a bone: Yes
10. Done something embarrassing: Yeh
11. Lied: Who hasn't!?
12. Cried in school: Yes =(

WHICH IS [BETTER]...

13. Coke or Pepsi: If I drank pop -- Pepsi
14. Sprite or 7UP: Again, If i drank pop -- Sprite
15. Girls or Guys: Guys
16. Flowers or Candy: Flowers
17. Scruff or Clean shaved: Clean
18. Blondes or Brunettes: Either or
19. bitchy or slutty: Neither
20. Tall or Short: Either or
21. Pants or Shorts: Pants
22. Night or Day: Both

WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX...

23. What do you notice first: Eyes
24. Slapped butt: Yupperz
25. Worst Question To Ask: Pick up line

THE LAST TIME YOU...
26. Showered: This morning
27. Stepped outside: About 15 minutes ago
28. Had Sex: Haven't

ABOUT YOU...
29. Romantic memory: Idk
30. Your Good luck charm: Don't have one!?
31. Person You Hate Most: I would rather not say
32. Best Thing That Has Happened: Not exactly sure
33. NO QUESTION? huh??
34. Picture on your desktop: The sun setting

FAVORITE...
35. Color: Pink
36. Movie: Save the last dance & Liar Liar (Can't decide)
37. Artist or band: I have a few
38. Song: To be with you || Mr. Big
39. Ice Cream: Chocolate
41. Food: Chicken

WHO...
42. Makes You Laugh The Most: My cousin Justin
43. Makes You Smile: Everyone -- I'm always smiling
44. Can Make You Feel Better No Matter What: Any of my friends
45. Has A Crush On You: Not sure!?

46. Do You Have A Crush On Someone: Yes
47. Who Has It Easier?: Guys
48. Gives You A Funny Feeling When You See Them: I'll keep that to myself =X

DO YOU EVER...
49. Sit By The Phone Waiting For A Phone Call All Night: I have before =\

51. Save E-mails: Depends on what it is
52. Forward Secret E-mails: No
53. Wish You Were Someone Else: Sometimes
54. Wish You Were A Member Of The Opposite Sex: No
55. Wear perfume: Yes

56. Kiss: Yes
57. Cuddle: Yes
58. Go Online For Longer Than Eight Hours At A Time: No -- It gets boring.

HAVE YOU EVER
59. Fallen For Your Best Friend that was a guy?: YES
60. Made Out With JUST A Friend?: Yes
61. Kissed Two People In The Same Day?: Not intending to
62. Had Sex With Two Different People In The Same Day?: Nope
63. Been Rejected?: Maybe!?
64. Been In Love?: Yes
65. Been In Lust?: No
66. Used Someone?: No
67. Been Used?: YESS!!! >=O
68. Dumped Someone?: No
69. Been Cheated On?: Nope
70. Been Kissed?: Yes
71. Done Something You Regret?: Yes

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
72. You Touched?: My nephew -- Gavin
73. You Talked To?: My aunt
74. You Hugged?: Joe S.
75. You Instant Messaged?: Ryan K.

76. You Kissed?: Ryan

77. You Yelled At?: Stacy H.
78. You Thought About?: Joe S.
79. Who Text Messaged You?: Idk
80. Who Broke Your Heart?: I won't say =\
81. Who Told You They Loved You?: Josh M.

MORE ABOUT YOU...
82. Color of Your Hair?: Blonde
83. Have Tattoos?: No
84. Have Piercings?: 2 -- Ears
85. Boyfriend/girlfriend?: No
86. Own A Webcam?: No
87. Own A Thong?: Yes
88. Ever Get Off The Damn Computer?: Yes
89. Sprechen Sie Deutsch?: Huh!?
90. Habla espanol?: No
91. Quack?: Huh!?

HAVE YOU / DO YOU / ARE YOU...
92. Stolen Anything?: No
93. Smoke?: Eww no
94. Schizophrenic?: No
95. Obsessive?: No
96. Compulsive?: No
97. Obsessive compulsive?: No
98. Panic?: Sometimes
99. Anxiety?: No
100. Stressed?: Sometimes

::* I wish I was [ that gurl ] *::

2005-07-07T18:06:43Z

Last night Me, Stacy, and Mandy all went to Lisa's for a girls night. Oh my goodness..We had such a blast. I haven't laughed that hard in I don't know how long!! Heyy Mandy...So was it like a Banana!?!? Lmfao She's such a crazii gurl who loves to talk in her sleep. Haha I love you though babeh. And if anyone wonders why Lisa is so funny it's because she has a lot of funny bones in her body. Haha And for "GREAT" sex tips...See Stacy!! That gurl rrreeaaalllyy know what she's doing. (Trust me) Lmfao. Oh man, so many memories with those gurls. I don't know what i'd do without 'em. [° I LOVE YOU ALL SoOoOoOoOo MUCH °]

So yeh...As of right now i'm just sitting here jamming to Christina Aguilera (Lol) and talking to the 3 of the hottest gurls I know. <Stacy*Lynn - Jessie*Rae - Mandy*Leigh> I'm so damn lucky!! =-P I can't wait to hang out with them all again. Hopefully tomorrow!!! And I might even get to see Jessie tonight. woo HOO. And where have LMML and MKKM been?? I haven't hung out with them gurlies in awhile. I miss 'em!!

Well....I have a phone call to make! =-\ So i'll update this again soon.

<33 Manda*Jo

He gets me everytime__Ox

2005-07-04T03:08:23Z

Well i'm sitting here waiting for 3 of the hottest gurls I know to come over (Stacy*Lynn, Mandy*Leigh, & Jessie*Rae). Man o man I love these gurlies OH so much!! We're having our selves a gurls night tonight and we're gonna have so much fun. =-) I'm glad Jessie is coming over..I haven't hung out with this gurl in fOrEvEr. I've missed her so0o0o much!! And I think i'm only getting to do this because my family is gone till Tuesday. Which is shocking because they NEVER let me stay home by myself. They don't "trust me" but maybe that's changed!? Hopefully!

And yeh..I've been in the best of moods lately. Which is very very exciting. This summer is going SO good and i'm able to do a lot more then what i've been able to do before. As of right now..I'm loving life. Tez thinks i'm high (On life) but It's an awesome feeling. And I have another reason why i'm so happy lately but I don't think i'll mention that right now. =-P <Sigh> And another thing....I haven't argued with my babeh Stacy*Lynn in awhile which is good because me an her always argue and I hate it when we do. I don't ever wanna lose her as a friend. I'd die without her!! *I LOVE YOU STACY LYNN HOLLENBECK* Well i'm gonna go call them gurls because they aren;t here yet Lol so i'll update this again soon!

And I just realized I didn't make Stacy that picture I told her I'd make her. Uh oh .. Tomorrow, I'll do it tomorrow!! Lol

..::* Love All My Friends *::.. =-*

_* i'm still in love with you *_

2005-06-18T00:45:44Z

well things have been going pretty good lately. i got a new job =D && i'm very excited about it. i work at a dentist office. i do filing right now && i bring home $200 every week, but i should be starting dental assisting soon. which means i'll be bringing home $300 a week. oh gosh i love money, can't wait to spend it all. =P the only thing that sucks is that my boss is a magor a$$ h*l3. i already got yelled at today and it's only my 3rd day. lol oh well. i haven't exactly got a schedule yet, but i should be working just about everyday. i know i work every other saturday && sundays if i feel like coming in. && i'm suppost to be choosing what day i want off, but i'm not sure which day. any ideas?

kinda upset with my friends lately. they just don't know how to stick with plans or pick a phone && call. never ask if i wanna do anything, picks favorites, && don't realize their boyfriends are basically controlling their life. oh gosh!! boys suck =P atleast i know that there is those few i can always count on!! (you know who you are) i need to get out && meet new people. never liked meeting new people before, but shit i'm all up for it now. lol

&& omgoodness!!!! gavin william hackman was born today @ 9.25 am. i'm so excited =D he's so effin cute!! blonde hair && blue eyes, but the eye color might change. = \ he was 7lbs 13oz. i'm gonna spoil this little kid so much!! he comes home on sunday && i can't wait!!!!!!!

..:* great day *:.. =D x 61705

.:*Nobody knows it but me__Ox

2005-06-14T23:39:22Z

I thought that since i'm finally on my own computer I would write something in here since I have time..

Well today was kind of a boring day. I woke up at 8 because I had an ortho. appointment this morning. I came home played basketball ball for a little while, yeh by myself. (i know, i'm a loser) lol Then when my aunt got home she wanted to take me up to CVS to see what was going with my application that I filled out. Well it turns out that I did something wrong && they wanted me to fill it out again because they lost it (which to me makes absolutely no sense .. i mean how do i do something wrong && bc of that they lost), and it's one of those stupid applications that take like 45 minutes to fill out, so I said no. My mom end up calling && said that I got a job at the dentist office. So I guess that's kind of exciting. I start tomorrow =D

Um well after that I sat down stairs, watched some tv, && end up falling asleep for about 3 hours. I'm a bum. I would have been laying out in the sun, but I have to stay out of it for like a week bc I broke out from it. I think i'm alergic bc this is my 3rd year breaking out from it. It sucks. =\ && Ashley was supposed to call me so we could go roller blading, but she never did. Oh well*!* Yeh well now i'm just sitting here listening to music && watching my brother till my mom comes back to get him. Well I guess i'll write more in this later.

Hope everyone has a good day! =)

x3_heartbr0k3n @ 2005-05-03T18:31:00

2005-05-03T22:41:24Z

TESTER.